Naomi Raine – Not Ready Lyrics

Not Ready Lyrics by Naomi Raine

Let’s just be honest, Jesus I’m a mess
Can’t seem to fill this void of emptiness
My bills are paid but I’m still stressed
I need You, I need You
Trying to medicate, end all the pain
Can’t hush these voices in my brain
Singing songs of silence, sounds of shame
I need You, I need You
But if I tell the truth I’m so afraid of truth
But I know it, You know it
I know I need to pray
But I don’t know how to say
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change
I wanna trust in You but if I tell the truth
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change

Soaking between what was and what could be
I’m so afraid to loose the image they see
I don’t even know what’s happening to me
I need You, I need You
But when I face the fact my feeling’s not a fact
I know it, yes I know it
I know I need to pray
But I don’t know how to say
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change
I wanna trust in You but if I tell the truth
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change (change)
Sometimes I feel like I, like I gotta hide
I just don’t get why You stay with me
Cause my faith and my trust are wavering
(Wavering)
Maybe it’s all my pride, it’s hard to surrender
When I’ve been pretending to have it together
But I feel like my world is falling apart
Just need a minute
Just a second to catch up
I know I’m not finished
I just can’t seem to get up
Help me remember all of the place that we made
When we were both on the same page
On the same page
I know I need to pray
But I don’t know how to say
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change
I wanna trust in you but if I tell the truth
I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change